Just went down to DXO with my clique of brothers...haha...so i shall post that first... it was a underage party...i got there with kai and long...as rest of the gang got there first...so i queue for the 16-17 years old...and i suppose to get a chop on my hand...i was all prepare to get the chop as I M STILL UNDERAGE...haha...then it was my turn...i show the guy my IC and then he shout to another guy...GIVE HIM THE TAG...i was like...huh...i m still underage man...haha...it turns out that only 18 and above can get the tag...lucky man...haha...it was fun but there isn't much girls...so it turns out to be kind of boring in the end...
The past few weeks really made me understand how failure i m in the past...haha...first it was Si wei's dad pass away...went to the funeral...images of the past seems to just fly pass...this is the first time saying this...haha...i thought i can walk through of the sadness...i was too navie...before my mom pass away...she told me this..."i love you u-xen,it is going to be alright."...everytime when i remember this thing...i would always feel the pain in my heart...i doubt i m ever going to get pass this anymore...haha...
then almost everyday i would be meeting Watson...i know the thing he needs most now is friend...we had a long chat at butterfly park...from there i understand what a friend i was in the past...people make choices...some lead to good things...however some lead to bad...
then on sunday night...i was walking back with kai...i saw her...she is just behind me...i turn and she smile at me...but due to the conflinct between her and kai...she didn't walk over and say hi...it is kinda of sad...as kai actually taking bus home...but i never bring my ez link card...so he accompany me to walk back...when come to choose brothers and girl...i chose brother...or should i say i m gutless...haha...wen kai keep call me to walk her home...but it is all fate...i can't let kai walk alone...i can't do...or i m just find excuses that i m gutless to walk over and say hi...haha...kind miserable...haha
the following is just something that i wish to tell my best friends...
Watson : After all the things you help me...Thanks...All i can do is to accompany you or lend you a listening ear...you are the one that made what i m today...i m smarter and not so easily trick by others...thanks to you...when i was down and alone you are with me...thanks...you made the uxen of today...haha...remember you will always have my support...you guys make me alive...but you kept me alive...
Xavier : Always been there when i need people the most...Make your choices carefully...make up your mind in what you want to do...what you pick...you will always be supported by us...
Jun Long : Firstly thanks for all those lame jokes to make me laugh...haha...always the joker...but when i need someone to chat and drink...i sure can find you right?...Go for disneyland man...you get what i mean...go get what you want...don't live in regret...
Wen Kai : Thanks for being the one that always listen to my nags and problems...always give me the right advice...i really appreciate it...
Connie : Hey sister...haha...we have been soul mates for so long...whenever i m down...you will certainly listen to all my problems and give me the answer that i want to hear...haha...thanks for being there for me when i need you...remember i am always here for you...and one more thing...like what i always tell you..."It is not that we can't find good guys/girls, but it is just isn't the right time for the right one to appear.When he appear you will certainly be loved and have a very good relationship." still alive @ 6:02 AM
